and then the stars came crashing down...for the last time i saw you.....

Mayhem at the Flying Unicorn (larp recount that I lost and am now writing again!!!!)

Thu, 17 May 2007 17:12:07 GMT

The night was young. There was a dampness and quiet still in the air. 14 individuals happen to find themselves amidst each other in a rundown bar of sorts. To the normal eye this place looks unused and decrepid. To the magical eye all though not much less decrepid the bar still offers food and drink to a weary wayfarer.

This is Nienna's refuge for the time being. She has something valueble in her possession. A relic she will not let go of. Just across the way enter's
a burly monocled man. He starts to boast about his travels and his finds. Says he is for hire of some sort. I mark him as my next tartget. I wonder what that large bag of his holds.
I take my self outside for air it's easier to watch the sky and area for death eaters on my trail.
I run into an old school mate. Never met him before but aparently he and a friend went to school at Hogwarts the same time as I.
I don't trust him. Says he was a slytherin. One never stops being a slytherin. I will be watching him.

The night is wrather droll. I see a ministry official he tries to make a wager with me. I go along with it but he soon finds himself dead.
So on to plan b. The monocled man is showing another rather odd looking fellow some potions. He happens to drop one it goes crashing to the floor. There is a commotion and now is my chance! I reach in to the mans bag and pull forth a large talisman. IT's mine! And I take it to a safe place.
The mess is cleaned rather promptly. The night goes on. A few more try to strike deals with me. One I accept. A small amount of my blood for an eyepatch that will increase my power. That is a fair trade off in my book.

The monocled man notices his talisman is gone! He befins to question everyone. I quickly seize the eye patch and place it on my head. Now is not the time to use it but I may have need for it very soon. There are some things... Goings on in here that I have noticed. They do not effect me yet and so I let them rest.
A few more peopl die. The bar owner was one of them. There are a lot of things going on out back. Everyone has gathered I step out to get a first hand account. One man is desecrating the owner's body I watch and turn away.
The monocled man looks a bit fidgety, he reaches in his bag and I figure it best to head back in side. As I make my way inside I notice peole outside are starting to drop to the ground. Feeling it in by best interest I pull out my wands. I kill the monocled man and the strange egyptian man near him. Turning my attention back outside I notice one man has not been dropped. I go out to do him in as well. What can I say. Survival of the fitest at this point. Didn't think it would have followed me to the U.S.
I head outside. Brandish my wand [i] "Avada Kadavra! [/i] I yell.
But what's this!!!!! He doesn't drop ... There's no way. I am caught of guard and have no chance to think as a gun is pulled.
I have been shot and now I lie here on the floor dying....

That is where my night ends....................

crazyness

Sat, 05 May 2007 07:06:33 GMT

k so I have not been on here in MONTHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
IT is 3 am and I am desperately trying to paint parts of my costume to wear in like 9 hours to JAcon
I will only be there for a few hours but I don't want to let my friends down. Hopefully I will be able to hang out more with them.
IT was really boring today at JAcon also. I really hope that saturday is better because if it isn't then I think I may have to cut this one out of my yearly convention circuit. Not sure yet .
The game room is really small and I can not believe they put the registration room on the second floor !!!!!!
Most peopl didn't even know where it was.
But oh well I need to stop typing and finish painting so I can get some sleep ^_^

nite every one

Oyasumen nasai

insane fears

Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:50:45 GMT

rediculouse fears.....
k so i really fon't care who laughs at this or thinks it is weird ....

but if you know me then you know that i am afraid of ants.....

horribly horribly afraid...

i kept telling myself not to be and that it was stupid because i was older but tonight goes to prove i am still afraid...

so i was going to get in to my car to drive home and i felt some sharp stinging pains on my foot...

then it was the other foot and i thought "please no not the ants"....

then i felt the pain on my leg so i turned on the light in my car and i took off my shoes and of course!!!!

there were ants ......

thats when the breathing stopped and the heart started pounding ..:(

i could barely breath and when i finally could put my feet down near the floor board to drive it was a horrivle painful drive home...

then i broke down and couldn't stop shakin and crying.....

so yeah if you wanna know what a real fear is...try going throug that .............................

grr and there are some other things i want to yell and run and say WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Mon, 01 Jan 2007 16:06:12 GMT

happy new year !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hope your new year is full of luck and blessed with being able to share it with the ones you love ^_^

Thu, 28 Dec 2006 01:49:09 GMT

yeah soooo i had to call 911 today because one of the employees at work passed out and hit his head on the wall ........
i dunno about ppl sometimes ....
other than tha i got a giftcard to pier1 for christmas and i used today to get some really cool cups... they are all squiggly and stuff :D
i wanted to get something really rediculous but they didn't have anything so i settled on ultra cool cups ^_^

christmas was great i got exactly what i wanted for christmas and i could not have been happier on monday
^_^
can't wait to have a nother year to make memmories with all my friends and the ppl i love ^_^............

lots of catching up to do

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 15:18:35 GMT

well lets seee its been a while since i possted on here ...
i am excited to say that i have found the love of my life ^_^
his name is joe and he is amazing ^_^
i am really lucky this time we seem like the perfect match ..

to all of you who this leaves with a wtf? mate
here's an update
jake broke up with me about two months ago..
that said i can say that it was long over due.. those of you who were around us all the time know the way it had been and had all been pushing for me to leave him for quite some time...

that said back to the present..
joe is great ....
work is not so great ..
it's getting to be too much and not the work the bullshit drama that comes with it ...
what the hell is hiring a girl who puts in her two weeks notice to become a part time manager when there are other qualified canadates that are far better ...
all it is doing is giving me and the one other manager 50% nore work to do on both of us...
why???
because now the corprate offices are ignoring the fact that we need more managers and using her for an excuse when she is never there!!!!
never she is there for maybe 4 hours a day THE MANDATORY HOURS A DAY FOR A MANAGER IS 10!!!!!!!!!!
how she gets around this i just don't know .....
it's bullshit all the employees are getting pissed becuse she doesn't do her job and they all come to me ..
and i try to listen that's what a good manager does but enough is enough other ppl are starting to see it outside our store and hopefully something will be done about it soon ....
grrrrrrrr
i needed to get that off my chest...

on to other things...
i became part of a group called the 3607's they are a bunch of my friends that do larps..
never knew that think it is soooo awesome.. always wanted to and so now i am ..
we have a 20's themed larp coming up in two weeks
and speaking of that i need to go work on my costume...
plus i am working on a costume for megacon it's a stars unit from resident evil... good times...

took this today

Wed, 06 Dec 2006 15:06:06 GMT

You Are 20% Left Brained, 80% Right Brained

The left side of your brain controls verbal ability, attention to detail, and reasoning.
Left brained people are good at communication and persuading others.
If you're left brained, you are likely good at math and logic.
Your left brain prefers dogs, reading, and quiet.

The right side of your brain is all about creativity and flexibility.
Daring and intuitive, right brained people see the world in their unique way.
If you're right brained, you likely have a talent for creative writing and art.
Your right brain prefers day dreaming, philosophy, and sports.

Are You Right or Left Brained?

Mon, 18 Sep 2006 20:54:09 GMT

caught up with bleach ^_^

Wed, 13 Sep 2006 01:56:52 GMT

a nother loooonnnnnnngggggggggggg day but good news!!!!!!
( i just saved a bunch of money....errrr lol i hate geico -_-)
no i will be going to the like number one store on my transfer list so i am wayyyyyy excited ^_^
that's all for now nothing really eventful today..

Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:25:56 GMT

My Personality


Neuroticism	82
Extraversion	87
Openness To Experience	86
Agreeableness	7
Conscientiousness	35

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Tue, 12 Sep 2006 05:14:54 GMT

well well well lets see....just finished the soul society arc of bleach and i have to say that it has kept me up many a night this past week since i aquired it..

work is hella weird... i am bored but not and i am working like twice as much but it doesn't really bother me ... guess i was just pputting off being a manager till i knew the time was right heh ...car get's on the road this week i hope and i find out what store i will be put in ... there is a 98% chance that i'll be going to a store in lakeland but you never know if that other two percent my jump up and bite you in the ass so to speek .

well that's it for now nothing extremely eventful but life isn't spinning out of control like it seems sometime...
wich makes me wonder if i have gotten a little stronger inside??????
we'll see if the feeling holds true lol
well
ja mataa mina

anji

Mon, 04 Sep 2006 04:13:44 GMT

le sigh 50+ hours and not a day off untill saturday.... i better have a fat check...and i decide to watch bleach...
i am now also naming my favorite anime is angelic layer .....
never had one till now and this is it ...and fate of course..
my friend calvin is mad because i beat the new game he bought for hid ds before he did lol
well got to be to work in lets say 7 hours i might want to go to sleep...

Tue, 29 Aug 2006 21:59:51 GMT

wow i haven't posted since june... well o am going to use this chance to vent about how much i hate my roommate.... he drives me nuts....
i will move but i am going to wait untill i save up enough money so i don't get stuck....
got a promo at work i am now a manager and i love it it's sooo much easier then being a grunt.. well i guess that's because i know and did it all anyway it's just now i can tell other ppl to do it lol.....
it's not really like that..
i miss my man...
it's not that i don't see him.. i still see him evry day it's just ..
well
>.< A FEW HOURS DOESN"T D+CUT IT DAMNIT>.<
it's not either one of ours' fault though we have been working a lot wich cuts down on free time...
i guess i would feel happier if there was shit to do ....
outside of work this town blows i think i want to move somewhere not to far a way but closer to shit worth doing this way when jake comes over we can do something fun ^_^
i have noticed that i use run on sentences but who the f cares???
honestly it's just one big long rant for me anyway

so jakes b-day is in two months he turns the big 21!!!!!!
so excited for him...

ummm going to get this peice of crap car on the road and hopefully i have not
decided to make it look all pretty or to just get a new one... hmmmm
that's a tough one lol

well
got to go get out of the work clothes

anime....

Sat, 17 Jun 2006 17:22:43 GMT

so a bunch of us went to city walk last night to watch a free anime showing that the peopl of afo put.. it was alright not much to the anime... it was a fun experience do do something we haven't done yet and it was refreshing.. i wish the anime would have had more substance ^_^
evrything else is going well i bought a nother car that i will recieve on monday yay !! and jakes ankle is still swollen but he is doing alright...
well more on things later ..
meh life is soooooo boring in this town ..

wow it's been soo long....

Sun, 11 Jun 2006 20:23:25 GMT

wow oh wow how long has it been since i posted on this thin g lol
hmmmm.. got a new tattoo ... me anf jake live together .... ummm i sold my car but now i realize i need a new one...
it's raining out ... and i miss all my old friends i wish i could talk to them all ^_^

Wed, 02 Nov 2005 02:29:54 GMT

hhhhhhhhhmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm..... samuel adams it'll get you drunk lol

................ best thing is i am drunk wiht my b/f who i moved in with two months ago !!!
i lov ehim and th ebest hing is I LOVE HIM YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!....
i plan to update regularly now that i amn deleting my god damn stupid myspace ^_^
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

not what i expected -_-

Wed, 26 Oct 2005 22:21:44 GMT

You fit in with:
Humanism

Your ideals mostly resemble that of a Humanist. Although you do not have a lot of faith, you are devoted to making this world better, in the short time that you have to live. Humanists do not generally believe in an afterlife, and therefore, are committed to making the world a better place for themselves and future generations.

20% spiritual.
60% reason-oriented.

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holy SH1T!!!!

Sun, 14 Aug 2005 05:54:09 GMT

the Idiot Savant
(23% dark, 73% spontaneous, 57% vulgar)

your humor style:
VULGAR | SPONTANEOUS | LIGHT

You like things silly, immediate, and, above all, outrageous. Ixne on
the subtle word play, more testicles on fire, please. People like you
are the most likely to RECEIVE internet forwards--and also the most
likely to save them in a special folder entitled 'HOLY SHIT'.

Because it's so easily appreciated, and often wacky and physical, your
sense of humor never ceases to amuse your friends. Most realize that
there's a sly intelligence and a knowing wink to your tastes. Your
sense of humor could be called 'anti-pretentious'--but paradoxically
enough, that indicates you're smarter than most.

PEOPLE LIKE YOU: Johnny Knoxville - Jimmy Kimmel

AND FINALLY -- after you rate my test with a sweet, sweet '5' -- you must take this test next: The Genghis Khan Genetic Fitness Test. It's not mine, but it rocks.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender:

You scored higher than 5% on dark
You scored higher than 98% on spontaneous
You scored higher than 94% on vulgar

Link: The 3 Variable Funny Test written by jason_bateman on Ok Cupid

Sun, 29 May 2005 00:48:21 GMT

lets see.............................
new apartment don't know if i wrote about that yet ...
grandma's ok just bronchitis not death's twisted hands on her soul ^.^

been getting drunk alot... decided to quit smoking certain exotic tobaccoes....
thursday was a blast... me felicia jake and mike all went to i drive in orlando...
we walked around while jake played in the grove ... went to a dollar store felicia bought this outrageously large lollipop... the thing was as big as our heads we all shared it lol

after jake was done playing in the grove we walked some more... saw this guy doing some awesome spraypaint pics on i think it was glass???!?!? not sure but they were awesome.....
almost got hit by a bus too.... the damn thin gran a stop light wich had been red for quite some time when i decided to cross....
oh well he will be doomed to drive the firey bus of hell spwned demons one day ....

we're going to go to warped tour this year can't wait it'll be the first one i have been to .....

thinking about going to an art school .. don't know yet ...it'd be easy with the place i have now ........

blah oh well .....
got so drunk last night i pased out joes house while he jake jimmy ray and some other ppl watched the grudge wich is intensified so much when you are drunk ^.^

jake came by today and helped me put in an air conditioner and some blinds... so helpfull

well ummmm

gonna go eat now

^.^

Wed, 25 May 2005 02:23:34 GMT

so yay i have an apartment ....
it's only a studio no kitchen but hell who cooks now a says anyway lol

but i am very proud of it..... jacob came and stayed a few times .. awesome ..

on a bigger plus.... my grandma is going to be ok !!! she had bronchitis or how ever you spell it not dying as everyone called down here and made us believe :(

so things just going good no major ups or downs!!!

^.^

happy and in love <3

Mon, 09 May 2005 22:43:34 GMT

Your Seduction Style: The Natural

You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen.
Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people.
You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find!
People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast.

What Is Your Seduction Style?

well then is it true anyone ^.^

Mon, 09 May 2005 01:03:02 GMT

well lets see there was that whole party thing at craigs house .....
great fun for the most part.. got a little weird at the end..
then a gain when you run a round naked things do tend to get weird ^.^
lots of drinks....lots and lots and lots of drinks......lol

don't think i am going to go work for disney.. car's been broken down and it gave me time to think that i can't really take the pay cut... 2 dollars less and hour really adds up especially when you have bills to pay :(:(:(:(

but anyways i am hoping to get this little studio room for now to stay in... it would be nice this way i would have a place of my own and time to save up money to clear up some of my debt .....

sad note ... my grandmother is very very sick...possibly dying and i can't just go see her b/c she lives in ny so basically the only time i will is after she dies... i told my mom to tell her i love her today because i want her to know that when she finally closes her eyes.....
man it hurts i feel like my heart is breaking apart ... just lost patrick a great friend a little over a month ago and now i have to spend my next few weeks or days just waiting to get the news .....

she was (is ) a great woman ......rare in these days for the older generation she didn't look down on the youth of today she always gave them the benefit of a doubt....

i miss her already ....

on a good note i might not be working at crispers much longer any way b/c i have something secret working.... if it goes through i'll let everyone know but i don't want to jinx it at this time...

even better note... me and jake are doing great ... i love him even more then i did before and i knows he loves me more to... it's great when you just hit that comfort spot but every time you get ready to see that person you get butterflies in your stomach and your heart still beats fast ^.^
i still feel as if i found that one person just for me we just fit so well together ......

i hope this lasts for a long long time... wich i am not going to do anything to mess it up and i know he doesn't want to do anything to mess it up eiter ^.^
now i just have to look out for other ppl ........dun dun duuuunnnnnn...... lol
just kidin .....

more later ^.^

Wed, 20 Apr 2005 00:55:55 GMT

yay yay yay yay !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
disney finally called me back! i tell you that was the longest week in history.... just waiting >.<
i hope the audition goes well.... but first i have to get my car fixed can't drive it....
da*# cars !!!!!!!
well that's it for now...

oh yeah the past weekend was great ... went to jaycon/orlando for the whole weekend... hung out with jacob mark conrad chris and john..... hella good times !!!!!
lots and lots of costumes .. i am inspired for the next one in august!!!!!
so i posted a note up at work taking donations for the cystic fibrosis walk i am doing with brandie next month .... ppl should come out and do it or atleast maybe give 5 dollars!!!!! PLEASE!!!!!!! he he ^.^

well that's it

<3

Sat, 09 Apr 2005 21:18:49 GMT

wow it's been a long while i just never really jump on here and type....
lets see it'll be 6 months for me and jacob on like teusday so yay!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
last night we went and dropped off my rehire application for disney... man i hope they hire me back it has been so long since i 've worked there....
we stopped at canton and ate sat there for a while and just chilled it was soooooooo relaxing... ^.^
i think maybe i should get some new friends on here maybe ppl i actually know...

so i haven't posted since pat passed away... man it still hits me .. they played bohemian rapsody on the radio at work the other day and i couldn't help but cry...
he was suck a great kid...

last night downtown was hillarious... wtf was up with the cars and that was not music they were playing... highlight.. lynus's truck jacob getting an interview at dc and hanging out with "the crew"
that and toking just a bit in pk's car ^.^

lets see

me and jacob went to the beach last weekend... it was great we sat on a blanket on the sand and just talked for hours enjoying each other's company ^.^ i love him sssssssooooooooooooooooo much ...!!

yeah and then we got stuck in the sand with my little ol neon like 4 times... besides that it was great more to come ^.^

Thu, 17 Feb 2005 22:04:22 GMT

hey i am new here if any of you want to be a friend on live journal.. feel free to add me.. i am also on myspace.com as ][my addiction][

well peace out